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[24 Jun 2007|06:43pm] |
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I dare you to move...
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[21 Apr 2007|12:04am] |
HEEEEEEEEY
Scotty doesn't know
that Fiona and me
do it in my van every Sunday.
She tells him she's in church,
but she doesn't go.
still she's on her knees
And Scotty doesn't know.
Oh, Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)*
Fiona says she's out shoppin,
But she's under me and I'm not stoppin.
Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty
I can't believe he's so trustin
While I'm right behind you thrustin
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH
Fiona's got him on the phone
And she's trying not to moan
It's a three-way call
And he knows nothin
Nothin
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
don't tell Scotty
Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty
We'll put on a show
Everyone will go
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Parking lot
Why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His front lawn
In the snow
Laughing so hard
'Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
MmmmmmMmm.....
I did her on his birthday...
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty will know
Scotty has to know
Scotty's gotta know
Gonna tell Scotty
Gonna tell him myself
Scotty has to know
Scotty has to know
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[01 Apr 2007|10:52am] |
I sit in the backseat of this old station wagon
with my head on his shoulder, falling fast asleep.
All i can think about is that pink and yellow sky, coming down on my hometown.
It engulfed it, as if it were on fire
Sitting on the top of the boat, as the wind blew my hair about
It's moments like that, that I thank my lucky stars everyday
to see life the way I do.
I notice he keeps watching me, maybe he's thinking more
Why else would you watch someone sleep?
He's a mystery.
I keep having these dreams that you forgive me, and every single morning I wake up,
and realize you'll never be there again,
I just cry, because i'm still hurting inside, in fact, i'm falling appart.
Falling appart at the seams. and it kills me.
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[27 Mar 2007|11:36pm] |
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
You say you're gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why'd you have to go and pick me?
When you knew that we were different, completely
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can't stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to
And I feel so mean, I feel in between
'Cause I'm about to give you away
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend (for someone else to take)
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend (am I making a mistake?)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them (all the time that we spent)
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girl, friend
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we've been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I'm going to die
I know I'm going to want you and you know why
It's going to kill me to see you with the next girl
'Cause I'm the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl
But I should have thought of that before we kissed...
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
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[22 Mar 2007|10:09pm] |
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Justin Timberlake playing the Tuba, is somehow really really hot to me..
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[22 Mar 2007|10:08pm] |
Dear Scotty,
you fucking suck
I hate you a whole lot.
Love,
Celia
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[19 Mar 2007|05:03pm] |
1. When was your last alcoholic beverage?
Thursday night
2. Do you follow college football?
nope
3. How many miles does your car have on it?
i don't have a car
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what did it say? Carissa-"haha, let me know what he says"
5. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
ummm
6. are you happy?
no.
7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Target with Cody
8. How do you feel about your hair?
I want it to be red again
9. Where do you work?
Amatos in Gorham
10. Last thing you ate?
um, gross breadsticks
11.Who is the last person you kissed?
uhh, Scott
12. Where are you right now?
The Woodbury Student Center
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
no
14. AIM or MSN?
AIM
15. What classes are you taking?
Math 050,Intro to Com,Intro to Media Studies, Choices Changes, and Careers
16. How many hours on average do you work a week:
25
17. What is your favorite brand of make up?
Mark, or covergirl
18. Favorite NFL team?
Pats
19. Do you watch the Olympics?
yes, apolo ono makes me weak in the knees
20. Last bar you went to?
Hookah Bar
21. Who was the last person to call you?
Anna
22. What is your sign?
Gemini
23. Do you have a favorite number?
24
24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donations?
umm, i don't remember
25. What do you spend the majority of your money on?
clothes, food
26. Where does most of your family live?
Portland
27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
Jon
28. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
hahahaha, no
29. Ever been called a bitch?
all the fucking time. because I am one.
30. Got any guilty pleasures?
Nsync
31. Do you drink beer?
too much
33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
sadly
35. Myspace or Facebook?
Facebook.
36. Do you have T-Mobile?
I did once.
37. What is your favorite subject?
Music, but i'm not taking any music classes.
38. Who is the person that took this before you?
Rachel
39. Do you usually fall for the "bad boys"/"bad girls"?
yes..
40. Were you an outcast in high school?
yes
41. Last time you saw your parents?
Sunday
42. Do you have any talents?
haha yes
41. Ever been to a wedding?
one
44. Do you have any children?
daisy is obviously my child
45. Last movie you watched?
Black Snake Moan with Brian, or half of Batman Begins with Ray
46. Are you missing anyone right now?
yes, but i shouldn't be
47. Did you take a nap today?
i'm about to
48. What was your high school's mascot?
bulldogs
49. Ever been on a cruise?
does the casco bay ferry count?
50. Favorite vacation spot?
The beach, but not to swim or tan, to watch the stars
51. How many pets do you have?
daisy
52. Do you have any wealthy friends?
a couple
53. Ever seen anyone really famous before?
I guess you could say that
54. Favorite actress?
reese witherspoon
56. Are you multi-tasking right now?
waiting for my dad, and doing this survey
57. Could you handle being in the military?
i think i'm determined enough, just not physically fit for it
58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
neither
59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Wendys
60. Do you have any grandparents still alive?
3
61. What is your average cell phone bill?
$80 for my mom and I
62. Do you own a camera phone?
yes
63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
as a joke, yes
64. Do you believe in Karma?
yes, immensely
65. Can you speak any other languages?
saying bonjour doesn't count as speaking french i would assume?
66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
2 months ago, i've been working way too much to do that
67. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
shoes-5 or 6, flip flops- over 45
68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
Photobucket
69. Last place you drove in a car:
Portland to Gorham
70. What is your college mascot?
Husky
71. Ever been to a casino?
two
72. Nicest Hotel you ever stayed in?
Mohegan Sun
73. Have you ever bought condoms?
yes
74. How much money did you make today?
um, none
75. What do you think is your best feature?
my eyes
76. Have you ever been gambling?
does strip poker count?
78. When is the last time you updated your blog?
umm, right now
79. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
not anymore
80. Best chap stick?
Blistex Medicated
81. Have you been to New York City?
yes, for the first time not too long ago, it was wonderful
82. Favorite Restaurant?
Ruby Tuesdays, or Punkys
83. Ever been to Disneyland?
no, i've been to Disneyworld
84. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
umm, Meatwad
85. Last thing you cooked?
umm, i put ice cream in the microwave last night to defrost it, does that count?
86. How is the weather today?
uhh, its quite nice
87. Do you e-mail?
Important things, yes
88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
A Victorias Secret Credit Card
89. Favorite store?
Target
90. Last voicemail you received?
Mikey
91. Do you drunk dial?
haha, more than I should
92. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
uh, threw it multiple times
93. What is the best city in the state that you live in?
Portland
94. Favorite band?
does Damien Rice count as a band?
95. Last time you were sick?
umm, i'm always sick
96. Are you bored right now?
yes, but i'm gonna play with daisy
97. Next concert you plan on attending?
umm, hopefully Ben Folds
98. Do you watch reality tv?
sometimes
99. What are your plans for tomorrow?
sleep, class, watching Borat with Brendan, and finishing papers
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[12 Mar 2007|10:00am] |
71 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered:
1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
i don't know.
2. What is your relationship status?
Confused.
3. How much does your dog weigh?
like 35 pounds? I have no idea
4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee?
I'm a heart breaker when i want to be
5. Ever waxed your legs?
no
6. Earrings or necklaces?
Earrings
7. Who have you talked to most today?
i have no idea
10. Color of your shirt?
Green
11. How many years have you taken a language?
um, six years of French.
12. Who's on speed dial number 5?
Fletcher!
13. What color is your background on your computer mainly?
its a picture i took with a bunch of flowers, so alot of colors
14. Do wish on 11:11?
No, i just sing "Konstantine" by Something Corporate.
15. Good advice if you ever go camping:
bring blankets
16. Are you a bad influence?
nope
17. What color are your eyes?
Light Blue
18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name?
I don't look like a Jon
19. Would you do anything for someone?
Maybe
20. Have you ever been called a whore?
yup.
21. Favorite color?
pink or green
22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
i would think so
23. What song is on?
"You were meant for me" by Jewel
24. Are your grades good?
no, enough said
25. Do you have any friends with benefits?
uhh.. two :-/..whoops.
26. Would you date anyone on your top friends?
yes
27. Does your best friend have a myspace?
yes
28. Who's page did you last visit?
no idea
29. Last time you went out to lunch?
does the cafe count?
30. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
no
31. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
of course
32. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
no, and glad
33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s?
yesm sadly
34. Which radio stations are your favorites?
93.1 The Coast
36. Still have pictures of your Ex?
actually, no. haha
37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
yes
38. Alanis Morisette?
Jagged Little Pill, in it's entirety
39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
sometimes
40. King of the Hill?
that show is still on?
41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?
No, not at all
42. Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present?
all the time.
43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
all the time
44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
when people are home too..
45. Have you ever watched a little kid's show?
obviously, look at me.
[[The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary]]
46. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you?
i don't get it.
47. Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?
maybe?
48. Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didnt ask her/him out?
yes, multiple times.
49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life?
yes.
50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush?
no
51. Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?
yes, corey michaud.. mmm
[[The Questions You Love:Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]
52. Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
i try to
53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
Ya sometimes
54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
nope
55. Do you know how to knit?
I have no idea
56. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
what?
58. Do you keep a diary or journal ..?
journal
59. When you open your closet, what is the dominant color?
umm, it varies
[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]
60. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
Cold Stone
61. Physics or chemistry?
no.
62. Earphones or headphones?
Earphones
63. Pink or teal?
Pink
64. Earrings or a ring?
earrings
65. Commitment or casual dating?
casual dating i guess, although i'd enjoy commitment
66. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings or Star WaRS?
no
67. Fly or road trip?
Road trips
68. Starbucks or Caribou
Starbucks
[Another Wave of Random Questions]]
69. What is your favorite Disney movie?
Beauty and the Beast
70. How much jewelery do you own?
a lot
71. Have you ever bought clothing at Sears?
yeah, and they shrunk
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[07 Feb 2007|12:05pm] |
Somewhere between a rock and a hard place
is love
Love so spectacular
That it knocks you off your feet
and leaves you feeling like a million bucks
It's beautiful
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[28 Jan 2007|03:11pm] |
I dyed my hair
The boy acrossed the hall who I just so happen to have a hardcore crush on
told me that it brought out my eyes
oh jeez..
mixed signals... fuckin suck.
you'll have to not mind the emo face in that picture
but thats my haircolor before
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[15 Jan 2007|10:40pm] |
Do you have the following in your bedroom:
(well i'm doing my dorm room)
Condoms: yes
Cell phone: yup
Chair/stool: plenty
Book shelf: no
Dresser: built into my closet
Computer/laptop: yep
Bean bag: nope
Pictures: like everywhere.
Mirror: on the back of the door
Skateboard: no
Bed: two bunked beds
Clothes on the floor: hahaha, yes
Surfboard: nope
Smoke detector: i sure hope thats what that blinking thing on the ceiling is
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: my guitar is at home
locking door: yes
Bottle of water: like 60 bottles
Blacklight: no
medals/ribbons: no
Awards: no
CDs:a few
Flag: pirate flag!
Stop sign/any sign: "drunk x-ing"
Paintball/Airsoft gun: no
Real Gun: no
Cigarettes: They're not mine
Pot: probably somewhere in there
Alcohol: maybe..
Books: a couple
ps2: no
Xbox 360: no
Stereo: yup
Television: yeah, but it doesn't work
Lighter: probably
Gum: a whole like drawer full
how many windows do you have in your room? two
What is the color of your walls? white like phycho ward walls
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? room
What's on your walls? posters
Has the opposite sex been in your room before? yup, plenty of times
Has the opposite sex been on your bed? teehee, yes,many
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? hahahah, Mikeyy
Ever had sex in your bed? ..no
Anyone other than you ever had sex in your bed? i sure hope not
Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you? nobody
Do you like your bedroom: meh, its okay
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[15 Jan 2007|02:02pm] |
Now we’re broken on the floor
She just wants me to share her
It hasn’t been this way before
She just wants me to dare her
The phone rings
And she screams
Stab my back
It’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me
It never was enough to do
I can't get past her
Falling faster
It's true
It hasn’t done a lot for you
And every time he held you close
Yeah, were you thinking of me
When I needed you the most
Well I hope that you’re happy
The phone rings
And she screams
Stab my back
It’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me
It never was enough to do
I can't get past her
Falling faster
It's true
It’s better when I bleed for you
I hope that love he gave you
Was just enough to save you
You nearly broke my heart
Just look at what you’re tearing apart
Stab my back
It’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me
It never was enough to do
I can't get past her
Falling faster
It's true
It hasn’t done a lot for you
It’s better when I bleed for you
It never was enough to do
It hasn’t done a lot for….
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| Julian.... |
[11 Jan 2007|10:04am] |
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight
(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
going to this funeral is going to be hard.
Julian was a wonderful guy.
he's gonna be missed beyond anything.
:-/
1-5-07
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[04 Jan 2007|02:37am] |
I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We’d be alright
We’d be ok
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
Yeah
I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I won’t forget what you did to me
How you showed me things I wished I’d never see
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
When the tables turn again
You’ll remember me my friend
You’ll be wishing I was there for you
I’ll be the one you miss the most
But you’ll only find my ghost
As time goes by
You’ll wonder why
You’re all alone
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
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[11 Dec 2006|03:30pm] |
yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
and you had everything to lose
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[11 Dec 2006|03:29pm] |
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love
Pretty girl, pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love
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| "Home" by Averi |
[05 Dec 2006|07:22pm] |
It stares me in the face
Most of the moments of all these days.
I’m sore from stretching out these arms,
Trying to grab it by the neck and bring it home.
I hesitate for a moment, and it’s gone.
I’d trade in all these possessions
Just to be that complete.
Would you stay with me here my lovely
If all I had was me?
It slaps me in the face
Until the surface of my skin grows numb.
I’m tired of the lack of embrace.
Could you please take me home?
I stumble over these nightmares, and it’s gone.
I’d trade in all these possessions
Just to be that complete.
Would you stay with me here my lovely
If all I had was me?
I pause to silence these thoughts
And cool the surface of this skin.
I hesitate for a moment, and it’s gone.
I’d trade in all these possessions
Just to be that complete.
Would you wait with me here my lovely
If all I had was me?
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